a fools fool

to be kissed by a fool is stupid
to be fooled by a kiss
is worse

you can't change something that you don't understand

is ready to abandon the dream

hell and back
and back
and
back no charted course
no plan
just two wheels
and 1200cc of freedom
from being me without you
to walk hand in hand with decaying dreams
to let demons dance carelessly into the wind
to feel the loss
of something i never had

and ride
places i haven't been since i was a child

insincerity

i remember your words
what they meant
how they felt

never not always now

restless - an ache for more - wondering wandering no more wanting no more waiting no more wishes - bury the bastard that would cross you twice - for she is the meat in the sandwich that has made you sick - and tomorrow - will taste just like today

if you let it

amber to darkness

another day without you

feels more and more like just another day without you

though i believe somewhere sometimes

blue

watches the day melt

into fading crimson and amber

as moment after moment

darkness steals the last of the day's warmth

and i believe that

you are there with me

somewhere