a prayer for unforgiving times

i am guilty lord
but i am also a lover

i am one of your best people as you know

yea though i have walked in many strange shadows
acted crazy from time to time
consumed excessively many sacred medicines
and lusted savagely with your high priestesses
i have not been an embarassment to you

so leave me alone goddamnit
my heart aches
i'm tired
and i don't want any more of this

don't make me come up there

your humble and unwilling servant,
sweet jimmy swinghammer xo

self respect - some have none - some shouldn't

The threshold condition for self respect is accepting responsibility for ones own life and living it with dignity and consideration for those we love and those who love us

my light has been blown out

in hindsight you should never trust a woman who will put just anything in her mouth

fragile unfortunate

HURTFUL

thing

get well soon

whatcha been doing jimmy?

laughing laughing laughing

pretending to love

making love at robert micheals concert in a closet

oral sex in the back row

mountain biking fast through the forest

exploring ourselves exploring our world

vip seats for travis trit
reservation blueberries and shooting stars
the circus - where it all began
algonquin park - and all it's bridge jumping bear hunting blueberry island boating

late night showering sunset biking fishing fun
lunch at the bancroft tavern - sweet potato fries

don't want to sleep without you phone calls
hot rocks lunch
big blunt birthday touring
treasure hunting porn star belt buying

garage shopping for that sexy outfit
chapters iced chai

the naughty blanket

biking in the city on the ferry and accross the island
nude beaches and swings and the second city show

wooden boat beach walking

homemade jello shooters

midnight skinny dipping pirates

life guard chair loving beneath the moon

that feeling we've shared that only we will ever know jenny

more and more as it all flows back to me

one good time after another

year after year for so long

one good time after another

someone to love you

me

you

our children

us

done.

shit list

sweet jimmy swinghammer's

shit list

insert your name here

you know who you are

i should have killed you yesterday

canada day road trippin'

special delivery

and then there's the pictures i can't show you

but then maybe i will