sulpur monkey

sometimes i wish i could explain myself

but i just don't get me
wicked blinding moments of insight and perspective

roaring waves of epiphanistic euphoria
uninvited demons visit

unwilling realizations materialize
goddamn

goddamn
i think i'm drunk

i think i'm dying

i think i'm willing

i think i'm able
just let me sit down and catch my breath for a moment

let me feel this moment

before this moment passes

like the one before it

and the one before that
i can't seem to stop
i'll answer your questions later
sometimes i wish i could explain myself

but i don't get me
i wanna be your sulphur monkey

i wanna play in the garden of self deceit

i wanna know where too far used to be
thoughts streaming

leaning

careening

thought s coming down

going round and round
show me

show me

show me what makes you shiver

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sweet jimmy out
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